Is this what “good” feels like?
I made it through two days in a row without any major anxiety or depression.
Is this what people mean when they say they feel “good”?
I made it through two days in a row without any major anxiety or depression.
Is this what people mean when they say they feel “good”?
Well, the dog got sick on Friday. Real sick. Shouldn’t be alive sick. She’s alive.
I didn’t handle things so well. But we’re both on the other side and breathing, so that’s gotta count for something.
I wish things worked faster. Yeah, I’ve lived with this for 25+ years. But now that I finally see it, I just want it GONE!
I’m stuck in another thought loop today. Hate it. Hate hate hate.
Patience, grasshopper.
I’ma go throw some metal around and burn off some nervous energy.
a lifetime to go???
Felt fantastic this morning. This afternoon? Not so much.
Was awful on the course today. Part of that was frustration that my hands just don’t feel right. Like I said, all my senses are pegged. It’s almost like I’m getting incorrect feedback from my hands. Part of it was that internal “nervous energy” that I can’t seem to shake.
I think I’m over the hump as far as side effects intensifying the anxiety. Next week, maybe I’ll see some real improvement.
Still get upset by bullshit trivialities I can’t control or change. Still stuck behind my wall. But it’s only been a week.
Patience, grasshopper.
Today felt like last Wednesday. Does that mean it only gets better from here? Please say yes.
“Did I remember to take my pill?” [counts pills, counts days, yep]
Didn’t feel like jumping out of my skin today, so that’s an improvement. If I really relax everything, my jaw will almost clatter.
Dog’s getting better on her meds too. So it’s almost like we’re in this together!
That’s where all my senses are right now. It’s a bit overwhelming.
Everybody knows that you should avoid grocery shopping when hungry or stoned.
I can add one to the list. When you’re in the middle of an anxiety episode.
On the plus side, I don’t have to shop for a month!